Hello Hurricane

I think the death of the doubter finally began today.

Yes!!

Thank you to my amazing friends who advocated for me, listened to my rants, believed in me, and let me cry. I owe you so much.

Today, purely out of grace (because I certainly didn't deserve it!), a stressful disagreement was resolved and I got to spend a couple hours with someone I love spending time with. I certainly didn't expect that!

I also realized today that my current state can best be defined by 50% of Switchfoot's album Hello Hurricane. Here are some samples:

"I am my own affliction. There aint no drug to make me well. I made a mess of me. Wanna get back to less of me."

"Your love is a symphony, all around me, runnin' to me. I've got my eyes wide open. [I will be] keeping my hopes unbroken."

"Don't let go. Don't give up hope. All is forgiven. All is not lost. Become who you are."

"Do you love me enough to let me go? To let me follow through? To let me fall for you?"

"There's a storm up ahead. Hello, hurricane. You're not enough. You can't silence my love."

"We rise and fall together. Our hearts still beat below. You can't stand by forever. You're a kid with a bullet soul. Are you ready to go?"

Ready to go?

Yes.